you know me must have mood for every freaking single little thing. even if shit was at the tip of my asshole and i do not have the mood to shit then yep i will not shit. ewww!

i have been at this stupid blog editing since yesterday morning. can you believe it?! and i am still not done. stop laughing lah i am a total computer noob. getting this far without any help very good already ok!

anyway i wanted to publish the post below on i dont know what day. as you can see did not get around to finish it. so i can bet that i have forgotten what i wanted to write from where i left off. Grrr... me and my memory. from what i have re-read i was having an emo day.

DO YOU WONDER IF YOU GET INTO A SERIOUS ACCIDENT WHAT WILL CHANGE AROUND YOU?
like would the people around you start regretting how they have treated you, will they start treating you better, will they appreaciate you more?
And what will you feel? will you feel like i almost die then you start to appreciate what every little thing you have, the things that people have always done for you but to you it was never good enough?
Like now in life i want so much more but have i ever stop to think that what i have now is good enough. i can go ahead and wish or hope for more but in the mean time i should also not complain and be thankful for what i have in life.

DO YOU HAVE GOAL, DREAMS ALL YOUR LIFE BUT HAVE NEVER SEEM TO ACOMPLISH ONE?
i have plenty of stuff that i want to do but i never ever seem to have the determination to actually pursue it. its either that or sooner or later i lose interest. because of that frigging atitude i have not really achieve anything life.
^eg.squash, excercising, earning money...

okok now i can honestly say i am dead beat so i shall not continue...
well maybe tomorrow, considering i have absoultly nothing to do.

AHH... the boring life.

wRitteN wiTh tHe ouNce Of fReeDom i hAve leFt
Tuesday, April 10, 2007

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