in dilemma

first of all

MY BLOG IS DEAD!

seriously haha but still i do fun the joys in writting down my thoughts so i shall not close this blog.

anyway about the title... i just had a dream 2 dreams actually

1ST: i dreamt that i one day i just brought my bf and his parents to my hse with my parents and all at home. then as they (bf's parents) were talking about something my dad turn around and said something like "yah unlike ying right, you wun do this kinda thing" (refering to bring people to the house without informing them first). that was it i didnt dare sleep throught the dream. didnt want to know the out come.

this got me wondering as to what this dream means. i mean hell it could mean nothing lah but 'IF' if were to mean something what would it be?

i was thinking it could have meant that:

  • i should tell me dad about him instead of doing so at the last min.

  • dont let my parents know because he wont be happy about it.


  • i really dont know i have been suffering from the fact of wondering if i shold tell my parents about him for a freakishly long time! i would rather find out from me then through some other sources. i really dont know, i do tell him and he is not happy about it i am at risk of not being able to have a good relationship with him.

    SOME ONE HELP ME!



    wRitteN wiTh tHe ouNce Of fReeDom i hAve leFt
    Tuesday, August 21, 2007

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