writing that is. its just the bestest way to express yourself cause nothing much comes close. but actions speak louder then words when it comes to certain stuff. only certain stuff everything else requires a whole chunk of words!!!

anyway i so hope this sem turns out pretty "swee" haha i think i should at least look at what has to be done before the stress actually piles up. good idea eh? everyone has plenty of good ideas its a matter of placing them into action. which in my case would seem pretty much a blur? yah i mean that i think even though i have that plan i dun think it will work. by blogging about predicting that it will not happen is not a very good thing eh.

so plan is read what are the requirements for all my mods (all 3 of them, thats alot okay!) and secure my internship by this mid way next week. yea thats my plan i WILL follow through with it.

lately nothing much has happen nothing interesting. but i have been thinking alot about it being my last year. its kinda freaking me out knowing that after this i will have to go uni and then i will be like what working in less then 4 years form now. its like the real world here i come! all this while the world that i have been leaving in is such a safe place nothing much to worry about but school but in the real world the oh scary real world everythings different you are earing a living you are planing for your the future. doesnt seem that bad when i say future but by saying planning for every other day for the rest of your entire life, then you will see the inportance or rather the horror in stepping put of our comfort zone. one which i have been living for 20 years.

thinking about that makes me wonder how much of my youth have i enjoyed. but thats a whole other story.
loves

wRitteN wiTh tHe ouNce Of fReeDom i hAve leFt
Saturday, April 26, 2008

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